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  Uncle Wang came over to add hot water to his purple sand teapot.

  It was probably close to the lunch hour, but Chen remained the only customer. It was none of his business, but he thought of the young woman again. Holding the pen, he was bothered by something she had said-about the irrelevance of poetry in today’s society. Maybe reflecting on identity was a sort of “luxury” affordable only to a nothing-to-do tourist like himself. People were too busy getting whatever they could in today’s society. Who would care about these metaphysical ideas? Besides, it hardly mattered whether being a cop was fulfilling or not. What else could he possibly do?

  “Take your time,” Uncle Wang said, coming back to the table with a menu. “No hurry.”

  Having read through the one-page menu describing local freshwater fish, shrimp, lilies, and chestnuts, Chen decided on the white water fish. It was “live, fresh from the lake, recommended,” according to a smaller line of print in parentheses. There was no way to add hormones to the lake, he figured.

  “Good choice, the fish is medium-size today,” Uncle Wang said. “Live.”

  It was quite an experience seeing the old man prepare the fish outside. It wasn’t a large one, but it was still struggling, its silver scales shining and tail thrashing. The old man finished his job in two or three minutes and he threw the fish into a wok full of sizzling oil.

  Soon after, the fish was served, still steaming hot, its skin golden and crisp, its appealing white meat tender. It was lying sensually atop a bed of red peppers.

  “Not too many people today, Uncle Wang?” Chen asked, raising his chopsticks.

  “Well, most of my customers come from the chemical company nearby. The food in their canteen is no good. But this morning something happened at the plant.”

  “What-you mean Shanshan’s company?”

  “Yes, several police cars rushed there early in the morning. Someone was murdered, I heard. I didn’t think the employees would come out for lunch today.”

  “Oh…” Chen said, putting down the chopsticks. He hastened to remind himself that it was not his business-not here in Wuxi.

  He was aiming his chopsticks at the fish again when Shanshan appeared, crossing the street to the eatery.

  Uncle Wang greeted her in a loud voice, “Shanshan, you’re late today. Your friend has been waiting here a long while.”

  It was true that Chen had been sitting here for quite a while, but he had not been waiting for her. He chose not to contradict the old man, instead smiling and waving his hand at her. She had to have taken him for a bookish tourist. Why not continue to play the role?

  She stopped and nodded at him before turning to Uncle Wang.

  “No time for lunch today, Uncle Wang. I have to hurry to the ferry. Leave the lunch in the refrigerator for me, please?”

  “But you have to eat something. Let me warm you a couple of steamed buns. You can eat them on the way.”

  Uncle Wang dashed into the kitchen, leaving the two of them alone. She took a glance at his notebook spread out on the table. A question seemed to start rippling in her large eyes, eyes that were serene, clear like lake water. The metaphor came to mind before he realized it was inappropriate given what he’d heard of the lake water here.

  “I thought you might come here for lunch,” he said.

  “Something happened in the factory. A mess. Now I have to catch a ferry.”

  She wouldn’t talk to an almost stranger about a murder, a reluctance that was quite understandable.

  “Well, what do you think of my choice today?” he asked, trying to change the topic. “It’s one of the three special whites in Wuxi.”

  “Not good.”

  “Really! The white fish came fresh from the lake. It was recommended on the menu.”

  “You’re from Shanghai, so you don’t know. Local farmers raise fish in enclosed ponds, and they add drugs to the water to increase production. For instance, antibiotics, lots of them-so the fish won’t get sick,” she said. “Now let’s suppose, instead of being pond-raised, the fish is caught in the lake. You should take a good look at the lake. The water is so polluted that it is totally undrinkable. How could the fish from there be any good?”

  He had heard stories of serious environmental problems throughout the country, not just here in Wuxi.

  “Is the water really so bad? Not long ago I heard a song about the beautiful water of Tai Lake. You know it.”

  “Yes, they play it on TV,” she said, pausing before she went on. “You’re a tourist, so you may not know. Have you seen or heard of the green algae blooms in the lake?”

  “No, I haven’t been back to Wuxi in years, and I only arrived yesterday. I haven’t been able to walk around the lake yet.”

  “The whole lake is covered with a thick, foul-smelling canopy, leaving people without drinking water for the last several days.” She raised the bottle of water.

  “Have people tried to do anything about it?”

  “What’s the use? The city government calls the outbreak a ‘natural disaster’-due to the warm weather, the bacteria ‘exploded’ at rates unseen in the past. Whatever reason they may make up, though, you wouldn’t believe it if you saw pictures of the factories dumping waste into the lake. The local residents form long lines to buy bottled water, and the neighboring cities shut sluice gates and canal locks to prevent the contamination from spreading. Still, the local officials won’t do anything because Wuxi’s economic boom has been built on the ever-increasing revenue of the factories around the lake. Economic miracle indeed. The only standard for success in today’s China is money, so people are capable of doing anything and everything.”

  She wasn’t just being fastidious about food or jumping on one of the fashionable trends of vegetarian diets or organic food. Instead of simply doing the job she’d been assigned, checking on environmental problems, it seemed that she had made efforts to look into the social and historical causes too.

  “Oh, I shouldn’t be such a wet blanket,” she exclaimed, noticing the fish sitting untouched on the platter.

  “From my window at the center, the lake appeared okay. Like in a Tang poem, the spring water ripples bluer than the sky.” At least one advantage of an identity as a bookish tourist was that he could quote poetry at length, letting it say what might otherwise be too difficult. Serious, yet not that serious.

  “Where are you staying?”

  “Wuxi Cadre Recreation Center.”

  “But that’s a place for high-ranking cadres, and you’re-you told me you’re a schoolteacher.”

  “Someone gave me his vacation package. A small potato like me couldn’t afford to let it go.”

  “I see,” she said, eyeing him up and down. “For free?”

  “For free.” He wondered whether she believed him. But it was true, and he noted that she was not in a hurry to leave-not yet.

  “You’re going to the ferry,” he said on the spur of the moment. “How about letting me walk you to the ferry? You can tell me more things about the lake.”

  And something about the murder too, he thought but didn’t say.

  “I’m not a good guide for a tourist.”

  “No, perhaps not for a tourist, but what you said about the lake interests me,” he said, pointing at his notebook before he closed it. “As I said, occasionally, I write poetry too. The image of the horribly polluted lake may serve as a poignant background, like in ‘The Waste Land.’”

  She studied him with a sort of mixed expression, and then changed her mind.

  “Fine, let’s walk there. But I have to warn you, it’s not the part of the lake you can see from your window at the center.”

  “It doesn’t have to be,” he said. He rose and left some money under the platter on the table. “Let’s go.”

  They were already close to the end of the street when Uncle Wang hurried out of the kitchen, waving his hands, shouting out to them.

  “Your white fish, Mr. Chen, and your steamed buns, Shanshan!”

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nbsp; “Don’t worry about it. We’re going to the lake,” he said, waving back at him. “I’ll buy something for her on the way.”

  THREE

  They walked on without immediately beginning to talk. A light breeze stirred the tops of the trees with a rustle like a sigh, which hung in the air before falling back into silence.

  Shanshan was surprised, but then not too surprised, by Chen’s offer to walk with her to the ferry. Was the man interested in a vacation fling? She was in no mood for it. Still, it would have been impolite for her to refuse, particularly after having spoiled his appetite for the fish.

  “Thank you in advance,” he said, “for a different, non-tourist introduction to Tai Lake.”

  “Well, you’ll see the lake for yourself. But you seem to have developed a passion for Uncle Wang’s place.”

  “The center is close by. I’ve got nothing to do there, so I wandered along a trail and ended up at his place this morning.” He added, “But I didn’t think about the possibility of seeing you there.”

  Smiling, she chose not to respond. It was unusual for someone staying at the center to visit the same grubby place a second time, just to sit and read for a couple of hours. She didn’t think he had really been waiting for her there, but a tourist could be lonely, no matter how fantastic the center might be. She’d never stepped into it, but she’d heard about the luxurious treatment there.

  “My parents took me to Wuxi when I was a child,” he went on, “but it was many years ago. I barely remember anything except the Wuxi soup buns my mother brought back home-standing all the way in an overcrowded train, carrying a small bamboo basket of them. I’m going to bring a basket back for her, if I can find the old restaurant where she bought them. Indeed, Who says that the splendor / of a grass blade can prove / to be enough to return / the generous warmth / of the ever-returning spring sunlight?”

  “The city has changed a lot,” she said, unexpectedly touched by the way he talked about his mother. What about her own parents? They would be worried sick if they learned what happened at the company. “I hope you find the restaurant you’re looking for, but many restaurants and stores sell Wuxi soup buns. You might even find them at the railway station. But I’ve been here three or four years, so I am not sure. I came here after I was assigned to work at the plant after I graduated from Nanjing University.”

  “So you majored in environmental protection.”

  “Yes.”

  “You’re lucky to get a job in the field you studied.”

  “What about you? You majored in English, I assume.”

  “Well, yes, but I wanted to write and translate.”

  There seemed to be a glitch in his voice, she noted, as they turned onto a quieter path that led to the lake.

  “But weren’t you writing something at the eatery?”

  “Oh that, just some random thoughts about the construction and deconstruction of one’s identity in others’ interpretations.”

  “That’s too abstract for me. Can you give a concrete example?”

  “For example, to Uncle Wang, I’m probably nothing but a gourmet customer, ready to indulge in a large platter of fried white fish. It is a convention in Chinese literature to depict a man of letters traveling to enjoy the local delicacies, as in the writings of Yuan Mu, Lu Xun, Yu Pingbo-”

  “But you are a man of letters, aren’t you?” she said. “So in your interpretation, we live only in others’ interpretations.”

  “Well done. You put it succinctly.”

  Normally, she would have been intrigued by his conversation, but she was disturbed by what had happened at the company. Still, she couldn’t help taking another look at him-possibly in his mid-thirties, tall, austerely good-looking, dressed in a beige jacket, white shirt, and khaki pants. Nothing conspicuous, yet with an air of prosperous distinction that fit well with his clothes. Slightly bookish, well read, poetry-quoting in his conversation, and well connected too, considering his stay at the center. But he wasn’t one of those upstarts, who wouldn’t have revisted Uncle Wang’s place.

  “By the way, have you received any more phone calls like the one yesterday?” he said abruptly, with genuine concern on his face.

  “No, not today,” she said. It was strange. She’d been getting the sinister messages for the past two weeks. Every day, around the same time. But not today. Could it have something to do with the death of Liu Deming, the general manager of the chemical company?

  The police had questioned her earlier in the morning, focusing on her recent arguments with Liu. Her work as an environmental engineer, she admitted, hadn’t been agreeable to Liu. It was also true that Liu had been making things hard for her. But she’d never even thought of murdering him.

  A dog’s barking in the distance, fierce, persistent, broke her reverie.

  No one had accused her of anything yet, but how it would play out, no one knew. She was under a lot of pressure. Not only from the cops, but from her coworkers as well. People were talking and pointing stealthily behind her back, as though she were the prime suspect.

  So it wasn’t such a bad idea to let Chen accompany her to the ferry. It distracted her, albeit temporarily, and kept her from dwelling too much on those disturbing thoughts. He turned out to be not unpleasant to walk with.

  “Oh, something happened at your company today?” Chen asked, as if reading her thoughts.

  She didn’t want to talk about it, but she responded nonetheless.

  “Liu Deming, the general manager of our company, was murdered last night.”

  “Oh, that’s horrible.” He added, “Has the murderer been caught?”

  “No, there are no suspects or clues so far. He was murdered at home-or, to be exact, at his home office not far from the company office.”

  “Did he have enemies or people who really hated him?”

  “You’re talking like a cop, Mr. Chen.”

  “Sorry, I was just being curious,” he said. “You’re right. It’s not a pleasant topic.”

  After another turn in the road, they came within view of the lake. Chen pointed at a flat-bottomed sampan and, like a tourist, declared, “Look.”

  The sampan dangled on a frayed rope tied to a stunted tree at the edge of the water, which looked impenetrable. As they moved closer, however, there seemed to be a swirl of movement down there with a silver glimmer under the surface. He picked up a pebble and flicked it into the water.

  “It’s so peaceful here,” he said. “The air contains a sort of quietness unimaginable in Shanghai.”

  “The ferry is further to the south. We’re taking a different route from the usual tourist path.”

  “That’s great,” he said, then changed the subject again. “You said something about the water quality earlier.”

  “So you’ll be able to see for yourself. We are walking there now.”

  Several minutes later, she slowed down.

  “See the green stuff over the water, Mr. Chen?”

  “Yes, green algae, but please call me Chen, Shanshan.”

  “Can you smell it?”

  He squatted down, inhaled deeply, and frowned.

  “Oh, it’s horrible,” he said, shaking his head. “The lake used to be a scenic attraction because of its clear water. When I was a kid, even tea made with lake water was better because of it, or so my father told me.”

  “Would you now make tea with the lake water?”

  “No. Now I understand why you carry a bottle of water with you. But how could it have become so heavily polluted?”

  “The algae blooms that are ruining Tai Lake, like other Chinese freshwater lakes, are mainly caused by high concentrations of nitrogen and large amounts of phosphorus in the water. In the past few years, industrial emissions have been getting more and more out of control. The result is what you see today.”

  “Nitrogen is a main ingredient in soap powder and fertilizer, right?”

  “Yes, it is also found in many other chemical products and wastes,” she said.
She pointed to the buildings looming along the far shore of the lake. “Look at them. Paper mills, dyeing factories, chemical companies, and whatnot. In the last twenty years or so, those plants have sprung up like bamboo shoots after the rain. Now they make up more than forty percent of the city’s total economic output. Relocating them is out of the question-there are too many of them. The local officials aren’t eager to do anything about it.”

  “How do you explain that, Shanshan?”

  “As the old saying goes, when there are too many people involved, the law cannot punish. For the local government, the most important thing is to show off their accomplishments to the Beijing authorities-particularly in terms of the local economy. The city government has pledged an annual revenue increase of ten percent. At what expense the increase is achieved is not their concern. On the contrary, any environmental effort that could reduce the income is unacceptable to them. They’re concerned only with how they’ll move up as a result of the ‘economic success.’ All they care about is this particular moment while they are here. They don’t care about what might happen in ten years, or even one year after they leave Wuxi. Last year, the former mayor was promoted to a ministerial position in Beijing because he presided over a revenue increase for three years in a row. All the officials know this only too well. And that’s not even to mention all the ‘red envelopes’ that they receive from businesspeople.”

  “But there must be some government agency in charge of taking care of the situation.”

  “Sure, there’s a city environmental office, but it exists only for appearance’s sake. Some of the factories are equipped with wastewater processing facilities, but they generally choose not to operate those facilities. The cost of doing so would wipe out their profits. So they have the facilities for the sake of appearances, but continue to dump waste into the lake in spite of the worsening crisis. From time to time, when the central government in Beijing issues some red-letterheaded documents, the local environmental office may put up a show of checking pollution levels, but it informs those companies beforehand. So before they arrive, the waste treatment facilities start operating, and the sample they take will then be up to the government standard.”